.:SadisT NutterzZ:.

changes===== our BEAUTIFUL hair

2005-11-09T00:14:00.000+08:00

my hair rawks!!!
my 1st tym change hai hao..
2nd tym is the OLD WOMAN hairstyle
SUAY den 3rd same as the 1st one. n den 4th
YAY!
poor mhnmq!!

yay!

2005-11-06T20:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the best!!
my dad got a new cpu!! now i using this comp damn fast n shiok!!
hehex
another thing is at maple there!!
i've been training at crocs there for a few days le..
n so happy i tio my 4th n 5th drop between 1.30-2.16 yesterday!!!
guess wad?
my 1st n 2nd drop is dark moonlight.. both same, gd stats.. sold for quite high price.
den 3rd is red moonlight... worse den the dark moonlight in terms of stats n popularity.
n i have not sold yet. dun think any1 wan..
den 4th is white calas i tio at ard 1+ gonna 2AM. the stats laoya de!! but anyway at least i tio!
den my 5th(still got more to go) is orange calas.. stats much better den the white calas!
haha.... i have 4mil now... once i sell my calas will have 1mil+ i think. yay!!
update the next tym got patch or i very very sian of maple.
cya!!

p.s going malaysia this fri! looking forward to a gr8 time wif u all!! dun 4get ur cameras!

two more

2005-10-16T02:28:00.000+08:00

cool rite!! n when i skimmed thru the forum they keep telling abt where to dl it. then those torrent files need bitcommet thing. 4got le.. anyway if any1 wan 19eps go http://files.filefront.com/FrogPrince19rm/;4230466;;/fileinfo.html

^^

2005-10-16T01:25:00.001+08:00

whoot. i found all these at asianfanatics forum. nice!! the 1st one i think qiao en VERY CHIO. 2nd pic ming dao very dao. 3rd one he looks cute! n last well... i think very the happy family kind of gan jue.....

omg my maple is still like 77% onli!! 35 more mins. omg. look at the time.

places michelle ng hui ting haven exploe yet ^^

2005-10-14T14:54:00.000+08:00

playing at sentosa after exams

2005-10-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

yesterdary we went sentosa!!!
it was so fun but exhausting.
but heng i got home in time to finish dinner n watch WANG ZI BIAN QING WA!! i wonder if arica n sam got home in tym to watch. we shud have left earlier..

first we met at harbour front mrt. sam n huiyi there.. den on same train as me is arica weiling mich n char!!! i thought i late lor. chey! the early morning call by charlene at 9.15 pissed me off.. told her morning call 10 le! disturb me leh.. but in the end i woke at 9.50.... rushing sia..
den after tt we went for breakfast . shared ban mian wif charlene. tasteless.. not nice. drank bundung very sweet n nice. i finished last cos my mouth small lor. n eating fast makes u fat cos ur food haven all reach stomach n make u think u still not full yet n eat eat eat!! this is telling u 5!

after tt we went into sentosa.. by bus duh..not like maple got town scrolls.
den we went palawan beach. n it RAINED. omg how sway can we get?
rain stop le we play beach vball awhile den go a small boyboy from other country sit on charlene's vball. charlene looked horrified. LOL. only her chin can sit.. HAHAHA..

den after awhile we go play water le. play play play n take photo. n we even swam to the far part of the rope area. n climbed on top of that thing. me arica abby n mich on top. they pulling hui yi n charlene den the lifeguard blow whistle or sth n so we went down.. sad sia.. so fun.
den after tt me n mich swam acroos to the other shore... it was not as bad as i thought.. den somebody told a few girls abt their floating flipflops. den char n i swam back to ther other side.. den after tt mich n i go wash up n play vball. the others went to the 7-11 buy food. came back n we eat n talk.
den we went 7-11 again to buy food. n then eat den dono wad happen

den after tt take bus want go siloso kayaking. den the bus driver very friendly talk to us entertain us n help us take photo. the best part is when he n a few tourist together lifted a dono wad car blocking the bus's way.. like tt mr morrison in lit bk. den funnest part is we shouted huiyi's name to say hi to her. den the uncle use his speaker thing shout: hui yi ni zai na li?? huiyi wo ai ni!!! hahahhahahahhahahahahhahahha......SO FUNNY!!!

then at siloso beach...

we went kayaking n played beach volleyball!! $5 ea person only nia.
i think quite reasonable n fun!! the tong xin yuan ppl filming there.
then sam n i went closer to c. n den we dono how turn quickly.
n the media ppl ask us quickly go away. so pai seh..

after tt it was rather fun. charlene said she got headache so she n mich go back shore le. the 2nd tym kayaking.. me n arica shared one. then i at back.. very slack.. arica kayak n i lie there.. shuang!!! n this tym no more tong xin yuan ppl so we went all the way to the far side!!!
we joined char,wl,sam n mich after tt..n split into 2 grps.
me mich n wl VS char sam arica. for a game of beach volleyball..
den we won!!!!!!! cos we open ball very tyco.. n mich's is nobody dare take.

haha.. after the last 5 pts we go bathe le. den wait very long!!! cudn't stand it liaoz so juz at the outside there bathe in clothes. den go back toilet change. im the 1st one out!! told u all i very fast de liao. den mich me wl went to play vball while waiting. after tt the bus come le n is tt uncle again!! he said to follow a guy who is their manager or sth. den wait like less than 1 min or so come le. den after tt take buses all the way.

Reached harbourfront mrt at 6.55? we ran all the way.got there in tym wif abit tym to spare. next stop arica sam mich went off. den reached my hse here den byebye le. went home eat dinner watch tv bathe n then PLAY COMPUTER!!! my maple!! me lvl 45 95%.. haiz.. 2mr den can up lvl. carn use this comp to play maple. so lan!. i ard 12.30 dozing in front of comp le. so i off n went to slp. stupid sis still toking on phone. when i nearly fall into deep sleep she suddenly tok.. reply her fren. wth lor. i told her go out n tok dun disturb me slp.

n this morning i woke at 12.15. SO DARN EARLY!! whole day very sian so pack my place den after tt use comp make this blogskin.. i changed it alot le compared to the original de. den watch wang zi bian qing wa den bathe den now using again. BUT VERY SIAN MAPLE EXTENDED TILL 12AM!!ARGH!! but gd cos this comp carn play so everybody hu wan play gotta cannot play wif me!!!HAHAHAHHAHA!!! im so lucky!!!
ok end off. i wanna find zhen ai or mi hun ji the midi file. hope can find..*fingers crossed*

2005-09-28T15:50:00.000+08:00

sianz. exams coming le.
shall not maple so often.
but i carn help it. it's too fun.
I CARN WAIT TO BE LVL 50!!!!
i wanna go cargo!mushmum?
haha. juz came to destroy some evidence cos my mum worried abt those blogging stuffs they keep showing in newspaper.
wadeva lah. went to maple forums n found some gd stuffs!!!
btw today the chinese not tt bad cos is VERY BAD.
got alot wrong but bo bian chinese sux wad can i do lor.
go maple le.^^

2005-09-17T17:24:00.000+08:00

long time nvr update le.. sry charlene
hoping to c me post more abt u n AHEM.
i know =P

gd news gd news.
currently lvl 44 le!! 80++%!!
I CARN BELIEVE IT.
yesterday went to find hao.. cos saw him online.
den found him at chn 15. den he still at same place hunting for blue moon
n i found him resting. yuan lai he bz doing reports.. university hao cham arh!!!
den i sian waiting for him to reply so started to kill dark leatty
THEN. suddenly drop 1 BLUE MOON!! OMG OMG OMG!!
shuang!!!! blue moon now like so rare.. everybody buying for 500k-700k ard there.
depends on the stats. but sadly mine leans more to the lousier side >.<
den after tt got a guy MarshMaro or sth lyk dat. lvl 55 cleric. he kill darn fast n nvr pick anything. so i pick along after him^^
den suddenly i sian le den ask him: y u dun pick? den he replied: lazy e.e
after awhile he add me to party. so unbelievable lor. den i told him i pick things nia..
not training. he say nvm de. so i joined!! shuang leh.. lvl 55 leech me n i still get to pick money n things. hahahahahahahahhahahha
den got those wisdom ores tt sell to shop 2k de outside can sell even more tt one he gif me..
and then got a drop. for male warriors lvl 35. he pick up den throw out. think to him useless den asked me to pick up!!! so i zhuan dao. hehex. n later hao oso joined the party n leech while doing his reports. hahaz.

n also i bought some lvl 50 things le. cheap cheap den i buy.. no choice.. gotta save up those money for glove n shoes. the lvl 50 things::::::::

brown sonata def 34 (highest 37) for 80k! [normally 32 33 ppl sell ard 120k]
red hearted earrings (loong said the price 150k-300k so no need worry alot)
brown moon top def 45!! (highest 47) for 100k [i saw 40 or 42 de selling for 140k]
brown moon pants def 37 [still waiting to buy]
green napolean cape 10/15 (normal stats) 56k nia. if npc it 50k i think. so.. CHEAP.
brown moon glove [hope can find a cheap n gd de but so far all i c are those few M de]
red goni shoes (hoping to buy soon seems like not many ppl selling)
dark or sapphire slain [this is the worst. i saw luk+4 atk ard 33 de n some other stats auctioning s/b 15m]
that settles everything once i buy shoes, gloves,pants, claw and earring.
n i need more money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! only ard 200-300k nia now. haiz.

think all the bargaining n watching the market price n things will help my econs next tym!^^

dedicated to charlene cxxn

2005-08-14T20:20:00.000+08:00

argh how did this get deleted?!?!
nvm i 4got wad i wrote.
only know is abt charlene n her cxxn
hehex
bye

2005-08-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

well.. the 1st pic is another fav at mapleglobal..
im the one in the centre with the pathetic looking shield.
cheews juz another stranger tt entertained n played the face game wif us..
really missed the tym then when we were in mapleglobal..

2nd is a ss i took yesterday.
i merely killed a stirge n it gave me these.
the tailsman did not belong to me though.
anyway killing stirge is soooooo fun n painful -.-
n i remembered i thick skin go ask a cleric heal me pls.
hehex.. and she did!! anyway she got exp mahz..

3rd is that day during maple bootes event.. the coconut harvest game.
mq n i got in!! same chn somemore!!
n it din lag anymore when we went in!!
ain't is SOOOOO COOL????
i only got 1 coconut.. haha.. shi bai i know..
this ss very kawaii rite..
look so round n fat in tt swim suit?
hahaz doesn't matter.. lucky not real life though.

i wann go jurong east swimming pool.. but lena mayb cannot
den we all cannot go.. haiz.. girls soo mah fan one..
somemore mum say.. go all the way for wad..
so far.. travel so long.. see 1st.
aiyo.. really looking forward to tt day!!
HOPE we can go!!
wish me luck!*

racial harmony day

2005-07-29T21:26:00.000+08:00

our sch is soooooooooo slow..
other schs last wk celebrate le..
today we get to wear ethic costumes to sch!!
SO COOL RITE!
den borrowed from char's fren but lyk too big..
so in the end gurpreet lend me.. she soooo nice!!

den our class so not enthu lor..
only so few ppl wear.. so sad.. whole class den take photo will be chao nice!
well.. at least some wore n we get to take pictures!!
yay.. i shall put one at the end of this post.
too bad sam had to change out of hers.

it's not lyk wearing a male costumes will turn us into males..
wan bcome male oso not tt ez.. need go sex change operation mah.
even my mum oso feel tt it doesn't matter wad students wear as long as is ethic costumes
not like we gonna wear everyday. At least they make an effort to wear.
yi1 fu2 shi4 sheng1 wai4 wu4.. *rolls eyes*
well i think the photos we took were not too bad.. hehex. so glad i brought a camera.
den get to take more photos n 1st to see!!

the assembly was like.. huh? end le arh? sooooooooo extremely sian except for the choir members who performed *cheers for them*
last yr de more interesting lor.. this year *shakes head*
wad is the world (sch) coming to??
i enjoyed today alot.. if only we had more of this day in a yr..
how about: Submit our suggestion on letting cedarians wear ethic costumes once a wk?
that'll be fun~ rite!!
kk here's wishing everybody a :
HAPPY BELATED RACIAL HARMONY DAY!!

2005-07-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

today i went vjc take the tests..
it was darn cheem lah.. esp the el paper.
the maths starting not so bad..
but in between got quite a no. i dono how do..
well.. i now starting to have doubts
dono whether it is a gd thing to go ip..
like mq n mich say: if A lvl fail, no o lvl cert oso..
den how find job?
wells.. i really hope mich, zhen yi, me, deb, yuan can go vj.
but we'll miss the OAC camp, the sec 4 prom, n time together
from now till end of the yr i will consider everyday..
btw.. tj accepted me n well.. i going there..
so not going training on monday le.. i going with zhen yi to tj
i submit form she take form.
heard tt tj need pay $3k for some electronic stuff. laptop?
not sure.. but if is laptop i wanna get one with 1GB.
den i gonna dl 2 things nia..
MAPLESTORY n MSN MESSENGER!!!!!
haha.. thinking too far le..
mayb i will even back out of this ip thing..
i really unsure n need assurance..
go maple le.. cya
[i still owe loong 200k. haiz.. me so poor.]

im a stupid idiot

2005-07-18T21:21:00.000+08:00

i carn believe i did tt.
really regretted. why did i do it?
WHY WHY WHY??
my things. they weren't tt ez to get.
n can those ppl out there gloating juz stop it.
if we weren't related i wud've slapped u.
n u know sth? even my mum thinks it's gr8 i got hacked.
WTF! tt hacker was damn idiot.
he took all my clothes.
even those lvl 0 clothes. worth 1meso.
my kumbi! my wooden tops x 2! my mokbi! my wolbis x 5!
my gold arbion! my some guardian claw! the lvl 20 clothes for mich!
my pots worth alot of money! my nearing 400k! my purple avenger!
my lvl 30 clothes n hat! my shoes! my meba! my town scrolls!
argh!! anyway.. i got gd news. well not sure whether gd lah..
tjc the ppl call ask me go interview.. haha..
nth to say le.. cyaz!

Why is life like this?

2005-07-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

I don't get it... pple say i am naive.. maybe i am? i don't know.. some pple can just fan lian and den bu ren ren de.. one example is this guy by the name of so-and-so who was this guy i came to know abt in maplestory.. starting was gd.. chatted with me on msn abt the problems in his life.. den he told me he shared his acct with his neighbour.. either he quit maple or..? i am not sure but i know of one thing which can let him banish forever from maplesea.. that is.. well. i am not sure whether to reveal him. he was rather active, online during the days i was on. sometimes he would say weird things.. happen to be once when he said 'selling lvl 76 hunter'.. that caught my attention, wth was he selling? or was he joking? or was it really true. i dont know.. den recently he said in his buddy.. 'selling lv 55 fire wizard'. That caught my attention but MORE this time since he is a fire wizard and is lv 55? so i didnt think that he was such a mean person to delete someone as we chatted b4 on msn and when i was online recently, he still acknowledged my existence.

that was until today, for some reason, i have this feeling in my heart or maybe my sixth sense that i knew he was going to delete me someday.. i tracked him b4 on the days when i was online and he wasnt and turned out he really wasnt online. until today. i tracked him and found out, he was ONLINE afterall so yes.. why are pple out to delete me? when i have been friendly to them? and considering i DO talk to them.. the pple whom i dun even tok to MUCH actually didnt deleted me. and pple whom i talk to and say HI to.. deleted me.. what the fuck is the world becoming? there was this girl called winterynight.. first time i chatted with her.. was nice, went pqing with her.. den she wasnt online that often, even less active than me. den one fine day recenlty i saw her online, i said hi winterynight. long time no see.

and the nxt time i knew she nv replied to me at all.. i thot i was comfortable with her and so was she.. but then.. after a while, i realised she wasnt on, tracked her and dere she was ONLINE. so my buddylist reduced frm 20/20 to the current 15/20. Most of them i found out deleted me or so wadeva.. am i so.. idiotic to make so many pple wanna delete me? when i din see lyn online, i wont feel like playing maple anymore, feel that there is no one for me there. wads the point. wadeva i type into buddy chat, nobody fucking cares a damn about it. only those like xindi, lyn and loong sometimes care. the others feign ignorance or just continue talking to their respective frens. that so-and-so i mentioned earlier did reply my qns.. i see him online @ msn now.. not sure whether to approach him but dosen matter. i dun feel the need to anymore.. my life's in a mess. busy with school and school idiotic matters. lyn shud noe.. i donno how he feels abt this.. let just hope HE will not think too much like wad i think abt and just forget abt that incident..

2005-07-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

these few days i've been rather depressed.
well i try not to show. but it's not ez k.
it's like im starting to doubt everything. including myself
i feel lyk this idiot failure. i carn seem to do things well.
i've attempted to open up but. it juz dun seem to want to.
i guess i prefer keeping everything in me.
at least i know i will be there to support myself.
i dun wan help from others.
i wanna be independent.
im getting tired of many many things.
the usual sch schedule. well. at least im used to it now.
n i dun feel like or fall asleep anymore
at least there's sth gd. =)

sometimes i juz feel lyk running away.
and im never returning. but i carn seem to.
to put down everything within me.
all i can do is escape into my magical world of maplestory.
at least im never troubled there.
at least they r there when i need them. be it mq, hao or hueva.
(mq, hao is w4rhead)
i can be the real me there. its relaxing and fun.
sth tt i never feel in this real world.
now all i want to do is get caught up in maple.
i wanna to be lvl 50 sin at least.
i wan ppl to at least stop and stare at this lvl 50 pro sin.
i wan to solo kill cargo.
i wan to go exploring and hunting wif mq or mh.
i wan us all to be high lvl pros.
i wan us never to have to face up to reality.
i want. i hope. i dream. i aspire. i believe. i try. i can.
i will put in my very best.
i want to. i must.
i will do it.
nth will stop me.
although im alone.
i know i can face it myself.

i hate u. u hate me. let's all go n kill barney.
with a 1 gunshot Bang! barney on the floor.
no more purple dinosaur.

i wanna be barney..

memorable times =)

2005-07-09T16:10:00.000+08:00

YAY!! i finally know how to put photos le.
carn believe i last tym so sotong.
well.. thx to mq i learnt sth!
this is last tym mapleglobal.

1st pic is jerry n me. tt badevil bu renshi..
2nd is jack n me! hehex last tym he chao pro sia.. *envious*
3rd is MQ n me! can never 4get cos is my most fav ss taken
last is mh n me! we go kill crabs for dinner =D

decided to dedicate this blog nearly entirely to maplestory!
gonna upload more photos! more info!

some pple to be honoured..

2005-07-09T01:46:00.000+08:00

^ Pros spotted before we see the last of the mapleglobal days..

Sometimes i wonder.. do pple tink i exist? sometimes in sch i see some of my primary sch frens, and i just feel vry embarassed when i see them, not sure whether to say hi or walk away as fast as possible.. went to friendster just now.. saw my old friends' profiles.. feel so.. no idea how to describe. they changed a lot.. became chioer etc.. not sure whether to drop by a note or.. ? going to the esplanade this coming monday.. to listen to this university from florida who is coming down to singapore to perform.. sch paying so its free. have mixed feelings abt this. i dont know whether i will be neglected by my frens if i go.. not sure whether i can finish my hw on time after coming back frm the concert.. starts @ 730 and ends @ 10.. will need to report in sch @ 6.. not sure whether hui xian can pei wo.. or is she going with faith? hope at least someone KNOWS I EXIST. but whether to go anot.. the decision is set. once u write ur names dere.. u are IN.. cannot say dun want le.. hais.. nvm! i shud cheer up.. who cares abt those morons who dun appreciate me.. let them be lars.. i would rather be alone.

lastly a pic of me and lyn.

Sobb... Sob.. wails

2005-06-29T18:48:00.000+08:00

EEEEE YUR!!!
that fking idiotic person!!!
WAH KAO!
now u happy lah. wu lao shi change our place.
U SUCK!! i thought u were nice. LIKE SHIT!
pissing me off..
well. i think since we 6 get to sit together.. my studies improve lor!!
i noe things betta and everything..
NOW U CAME AND RUINED THINGS!
if only if only if only wu lao shi tried to understand us.
haiz.. y put sam behind? very hard to talk.. michelle worst.. more far!!!
how can we gossip like this? how to copy hw? how to have fun together to relieve stress??
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U!!!!!!!!!

________________________________________________________

I'm not refering to my close friends. i wun say ur name though i know u wudn't even know this.

P.S. char.. when wu lao shi changing our place.. i was abit sacarstic...
sorry.. hope u dun mind.. i was really pissed off... not at u..
well.. even if u sad i think ur HIM will comfort u. (dun kill me =x)

wtf

2005-06-28T16:49:00.000+08:00

SHE was the one who make me wait downstairs her house for 10-15mins everytime just to walk to school with her. SHE was the one who has this fucking poor memory and always left her books and things in her locker, and as a person who live near her block, i have to lend her. Me being have to go downstairs to pass her my book or something and then she photocopies it and returns me or just have her have the book and let her return it in school. SHE was the one who treat people as substitutes for her best friend who happens to be in another class. AND she fucking admitted she treated us as substitutes. During band practices, she will go off with her trumpet section and her best friend and forget all about me. I have to spend breaks in bands alone.. DOES SHE ever learn from her mistakes? That SHE is giving me HUGE inconvenience and shit? SHE promised to change and treat everyone including her best friend equally but never did. Empty promises.. SHE expects everyone to do her bidding.. I admit i am stupid.. lending her stuff all the time.. simply because i regard her as a friend. It isn't the first time she make use of me.. But.. what can i do? Now i am so sick of her fucking empty promises and biddings. YAY! i am free from her. She wanted to borrow my worksheet but i turned her down.. SHE does not deserve any pity or sympathy from anyone. She does not deserve any love. yeah.

2005-06-20T00:21:00.000+08:00

whee~ juz updated the 'fun' parts in the blog.
if u dono where press the archives and links and tagboard.
there u scroll down. have fun.
hope u lyk it mq. =P

2005-06-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

wow. carn believe it.
eugene online!! haha but not using his comp cos it's still spoilt.
hm. he said he's got no tym to play maple.. working 6 days a week worr
and then he works----- dealing with handphones.
but not m1 singtel these kinda companies..
according to him is his fren's sth sth.. aiya 4get le. i got bad memory.
then i told him i wan buy new phone. he asked me 1st or 2nd hand i said 1st
den i told him i wan discount.. then b4 say byebye he got say now the price is $420 but can get lobang for me $380.. haha.. but i not so soon getting anyways.
and the price for me abit steep cos i m so poor. haha.
i admit maple w/o the 3 guys abit sian no 1 tok to but wells.
i myself rarely play now too..

juz now i went around blogs looking for those kinda snow that floats down but is in shape of star to go wif this blog skin. but carn find.. sad sia.. anyone know where got pls post the link at tagboard. thx so much!!best if u can find light pink stars that floats down. hm or can some1 teach me how to make my own??
think this html stuffs are quite interesting.. rather complicating but it's sth new rather than study study.. damn tired of school!!

I juz received a sms from fel to meet me at pp mrt b4 we walk in to sch together for training.. arhhh feel that training like getting lesser n lesser ppl somehow.. den abit sian.. i got no stamina n play so lan. haizz.
fel told me sth depressing n.. i realli pity that boy.
last yr i went to do cip at childcare wif char then i 4got cannot bring fel.
sry again char.. then got this boyboy name is kevin i think. i noticed him on my veri first day. he was born on the same day as me!!!
mayb is fate bahh tt i zhu yi dao him the 1st day.
he's rather quiet n doesn't want to go to slp.. my 1st impression of him is lyk he's got alott of things on his mind.. i told fel abt him b4..
fel told me say she saw the news then got this boy kevin. and the news said his mum died of cancer. arhh.. so sad. he's lyk onli so young..

i think tears would well up in my eyes if i saw the news personally.
life is so fragile. anyday anytym our loved ones may juz leave us.
we never know when. so we muz learn to appreciate them and every moment that we are able to spend wif them. tell ur loved ones u love them b4 it's too late. or u'll really regret then. hope kevin will grow up to be a fine guy although he is now motherless.

do u know..

2005-06-18T17:22:00.000+08:00

do u know.. u make me feel like u are using me.. u were the one who asked me to join u for a maths or maybe i did wanted to join it too.. now, u have ur new class.. u tink u can abandon everything? u keep telling me u like ur class a LOT, i dun see the point.. now all ur classmates is coming here to tuition as well, they chose tuesday and saturday so u are telling me u wanna stick with them AND U EXPECT ME TO FOLLOW U? come on, u jolly well shud noe u will tok to them more blahs, stop treating me like someone u make use of.

i was touched when u offered to pei me whenever i could not make it on tues or fri.. i tried to pei u too when u could not make it on a certain day and had to change ur tuition to another date, but.. sometimes i have band n shit which makes me unable to pei ni.. i feel bad, u may NOT noe, but i feel really bad inside.. last week, my dad went overseas n u could not make it on tues and have to change it to monday,, my mum wanted me to accompany my bro to go on tuesday but FOR U, i didnt pei my bro and i pei u instead.. now u give me this type of shit attitude,, GO AHEAD, go with ur oh so wonderful classmates who make u feel so happy n stress-less. go on saturday, i dun wanna fucking see you ever AGAIN.

Y DIDNT U CHOOSE THE MONDAY OR WEDNESDAY CLASS? fuck.. now i have to face u and ur class on tues.. happy eh ? letting me see how u are enjoying ur class.. let me tell u, u are in fact a person who lacks self security.. for your class, u are willing to sacrifice me.. fine, BE IT. i dun need u to pei me anymore, u suck .. thanks for all you have done, destroyer.

Camp Day 1

2005-06-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

todae was sorta fun. BUT.
there is bound to be a but there rite.
bad thing was i had to get up WAY early.
that sux the most. usually i woke ard 11 or 12.
den todae i woke at 7.45am!! eeek.
met fel at 8.35 at PP mrt. the weather was bad.
it was sooooo cold n how i wished the camp did not start today.
den i can sleep in. rainy weathers are the best for sleeping!!
we wanted to take a taxi in as we were unwilling to open our umbrellas.
we walked up n finally decided going the opp side would take a shorter tym n also cheaper. so we went down again and up the other side.
and. argh!!! there was no taxi stand there!!
then we noticed it was not raining anymore so we crossed the road and walked in. then along the way, fel n i discussed pokee and some other things.
Pokee~ haha. sexy legs?!
den when we were reaching, a car stopped near us n ying ying's head popped out. she offered us a ride and her dad drove us into sch. stop at foyer!!
so kind!!! i meant both ying ying n her dad. =P
then i saw that most of peeps in badminton were already there at foyer sitting waiting for the rest. n seconds after we put down our bags, jaslin's dad's car came n dropped her, wei xuan and lynn i think. haha. we not the latest.
then after awhile we went in as1. track ppl at as2 leh.. haix
they lucky got overnite camp.. we dun hav!!
then at as1 the ics tok gave orders blah. den we proceded wif 1st activity.
we spent our tym at mph playing whacko, survival game, pictionary, zong ji mi ma and soccer.
enjoyed the whako n pictionary most. others abit sian.. hope ics wun mind me saying. nobody really understood the survival game i guess n the zong ji mi ma took some tym.. soccor was fun but rather rough. some fouls not mentioned but hm..
then lunch. haiz wad can i say other than im picky?
the bee hoon was ok except alot black things and taogay!! so hard to eat.
the chicken wing nice egg so-so nia. n our lunch cost $2.10 argh cheat money!
after lunch we went training.. got stitch arh..
usual training i guess.. juz tt do some different drills.
then training hor.. gotta skip 100x10 sets!! sian lor.. tiring..
then after is debrief. nth to comment abt.
then we hitched a ride home from evonne(sry if i spell wrong)..
haha.. ham me n fel thick skin asked for ride home(me n yu sin stay same place as evonne mahz..fel hougang haha)

an interesting thing happened today..
today b4 we played soccer.. fel n i went out mph go look at the trackers in sch..
c hu sure u all noe lah..hehex. den i saw charlene..
she veri qian bian call her so long nvr reply. er-long de.
she replied and acknowledged me when i shouted: chin sao!!
haiz this charlene arh getting out of hand.
so hao lian wan ppl noe u r chin sao.. aiyo. *shakes head.*

ok go join lena at gb now.
she playing wif ruby wands rank ppl. wif veri lousy skills. dono how they bcome ruby wand. n somemore she not 1st to die.. haven die yet got 3 ppl die le.
buaix i go join lena n play jewel trash her. muahwahahaha!!!

2005-06-13T13:30:00.000+08:00

juz changed the blog skin late last nite.
leave a comment every1. thx.
muz remember tag k.
n mq i wanna listen to ur comments.
gb tonite?? or ms??
check out the links.
they're way cool!!
off for training.
buaix

haven finish ipw ppt~~

2005-06-11T00:37:00.000+08:00

i cut hair le.
weird weird de. now dono how handle my fringe.
oh well. i'll figure out.
i always figure things out n get them done.
not well done juz completed.
went wif mich n char.
char was horrified by the way the person cut.
keep telling me she cut until lyk cutting triangles.
hm. n she din wan her hair ruined so she decided go her hse there betta
den we go there her hairdresser not there. oh well. wasted trip.
michelle cut finish go home keep complaining.
say is disaster say regret cos her hair worse den b4. haha
she used 9 pins on her head onli but tell her fren more den 10
this mic foreva exgaggerating de.
she everyday onli live for the sake of complaining gossiping n going toilet make her hair.
wu liao. i swear i wun b lyk her so ai mei everyday go toilet make hair n morning tie hair for 20mins. i not crazy like her lidat. ai mei oso no use. nobody appreciate.
if char at least her *AHEM* still got c n mayb compliment her hairstyle nice or she pretty or sth
charlene veri cham always kana teased by us but she deserve it de lah.
n i realised i m so much guai-er den they 2.
at least i finished most of my work. they 2 haven touch much. *shakes head*
oh yay. meeting relatives this sat n sun.
looking 4ward more to sat. cos got mq wee leong n lena n me at least we all can tok together.
at least we 4 got common topic to tok abt.
sunday onli me n lena... sianxx. n my mum. we'll tok to her lahh.. last resort. haz.
yay we getting money hehe. i planning go buy things wif lena.
spending our wei-lai qian b4 we even get it. hehe. we have plans on wad ta do wif $$.
go shopping wif lena gd cos she n i taste somewad similar n she noe more teenager stuff den parents. but go wif parents shopping mum sometyms got betta taste than lena.
well. final decision lies wif me.... if mum nods head meaning we can buy.
we carn even spend our own money buying wad we want lyk new clothes unless mum say ok.
hao ke lian oh we all. haiz. carn w8 to grow up. wan more freedom....
ok i go complete the ipw ppt den save in my email den go c wad tv show now hav.
ciaox!

band camp..

2005-06-04T13:43:00.000+08:00

Presto!! lolx.. my band camp group. quite okay.. dun have my frens but luckily can fit in with the juniors and other pple inside.. this seems to be lyn's style but good way of blogging lol.

Day 1 *
reported @ 8am.. didnt have "luggage" like wad the others had as i wasnt staying overnight.. seem weird to be carrying onli a vry light backpack containing my jacket n waterbottle. hmm, we were suppose to go our rm and clear it n then prepare for band practice.. first time i am exposed to the juniors of the trombone section.. quite pathetic.. 6 boys 2 girls. the boys were quite funni la as in i asked which sch they were frm, they told me raffles girls' primary so yea except for this guy called Jason.. quite weird.. seem to be like err donno, i ask him don do this, donno whether he got listen, given a lot of problems to the band i suppose.. even the conductor knows him. i was suppose to coach the third trombone pple which happen to be jerrick n angelina.. taught them "where eagles soar" for like 3 HOURS?! hmm, arnd there.. kept repeating the same questions like asking them abt the notes how to read etc n telling them to play loud. they play so soft until i tink no one can hear lo.. as good as not playing.. had games after tat.. STUPID DUMB GAMES.. WHOEVER INVENTED THE PASSING STRAWS GAME SHOULD GO THE BUANGKOK GREEN MEDICAL PARK AKA IMH(INSTITUDE OF MENTAL HEALTH), in case u donno, they changed the name to sth more fancy.. jingyi was @ our first station.. we were told to stand in a straight line.. guys in between the gals.. faith was first then shao hao den me den sherwin den a gal i forgot her name den jerrick. faith was to put a straw in her mouth on one side then put a rubberband at the straw den shaohao was suppose to take the straw by using the erm how explain.. like put ur mouth on the other end of the straw and i had a straw.. put it into my mouth then pass the rubberband frm shao hao to my straw, cannot use hands leh.. freaking disgusting.. n shao hao was shorter than me so had to squat BUT.. we did cheat la.. shh shh haha. later on we did cheat, den sherwin was to put his mouth on the other end and it goes on.. for 3 rounds.. we had to complete it in 5 mins.. crazy rite.. still had a game where they play band songs n we are suppose to guess the song name.. wuliao.. then after tat this game where 4 pple are inside the classrm, one go out n then they will tell them the theme we are suppose to act out den the nxt person n so on n guess wad they are acting.. 4th game was this game in a dark rm where they put STARS. not big de hor, the mini ones we fold with those long-ish strips of paper.. we were suppose to find 10 of the stars in 1 min in a dark rm.. i found 3, but altogether we failed it coz my team got 7 onli.. last game was to go into this rm and we are suppose to sit there n cannot blink n move for 15 seconds, we were the onli grp to pass tat! ta~ end..

Day 2*
reported to sch @ 630AM. hey hey dun tink just coz i nv stay overnight, i no need so early come sch okay.. i have to wake up extra earlier like 5+ coz my dad's car is repairing, have to walk to sch lo.. not tat shiok either. came to sch to find tat they are wearing the black band t-shirt n i was wearing PE shirt.. couldnt be bothered, they told me to wear PE the other dae b4 i left home so fine lo.. had drills. ran 5 rounds around the donno wad thing la.. as punishment.. den breakfast, had milo drink with tuna n egg sandwich. then it was band again.. this time i admit i was nasty.. coz i kept saying their sound was "nice" "perfect" when it wasnt all becoz i was alrdy vry tired by then.. so SL was teaching the 8 of them n i was slacking.. so yea i became sarcastic la. then halfway i got english oral.. pathetic oral.. had ms liew the english HOD for the examiner.. wad do u expect.. quickly took my oral n went back to band n then it was lunch.. after lunch, band practice again then i went home @ 5++, after band ended..

Day 3*
Same thing.. reported @ 630, dad's car still repairing.. drills n yes punishment again.. den followed by drilling which needed us to run arnd and march like hell.. why? to impress the juniors.. after tat was breakfast then band again.. same routine.. then after going through some songs, it was time for sectionals.. sth bad happened during the sectionals.. the SL n drum major of my section go n rest in their rm, so left me, yiling n huda to coach the juniors. feel bad for huda, my senior.. shall not say here.. felt tat it was sort of my fault.. it happened..

end..

i m sickkkk--

2005-06-01T20:31:00.000+08:00

shall keep this short cos i onli hav few mins. somemore i wan play ms. even if onli 5 mins.
argh! wo sheng bing le.. so ke lian. yesterday got slight flu.
den 2dae wake up.. got fever sore throat n flu.
den i felt soooo giddy.. den mian qiang walk to doctor.. den there were SO MANY PPL there.
i waited 1hr+.. but it felt like few hrs. i was in a half unconscious state.. dozing off n struggled to stay awake. when finally my turn. doc took temperature n said is 39 degree celsius. no wonder i keep having spliting headachess. doc gave me 5 bottles of syrup cos i dono how swollow.
the medicine sux. tasted so errr xin. yuckk. n i slept the whole day. n i even felt cold..
when is hot outside n my rm so stuffy. i wore my jacket n even covered blanket. n still cold!!
den at 5pm i woke up n took temperature myself. it went up to 39.5 den i go eat medicine n slp again. den woke at 7 like dat. temperature bcome 38.2 not so bad le. hope i recover soon so can play ms!! doctor oso said if fever din go down by friday means muz take blood test mayb dengue fever. yyy m i so suay?!?!

mich so slow de. now lvl 12 i think. but sam even slower. haha..
train wif orange mushroom veri gd. my bronze ores nearing 60 le. i already said they like me n cannot resist giving me ^^ n oso i got 2 diamond ores from them. hahaz. n 4 or 5 equips n 3 white rubber shoes n 1 ninja wadeva shoes the lvl 15 red colour de.
i carn w8 to go ossyria. it's like so damn cool sia. i tot they change the enty fee to 10k nia. chey.
but anyway i dun intend go so soon lah. NOW GOT CHARMED OMG. THE 2 BABIES SO CUTE!!!!! haha..

yesterday.. wl arica n char n me went my hse here macs eat lunch. den char got calls. n.. haha.
she sounded like she toking to chin!! haha. den mentioned sth abt training end 5.30 den of cos we tot she will after training go home prepare for date n go candlelight dinner wif chin den l8er go hotel n.... hm? dono wad they do there? ha. write more another day. i wan watch charmed le.

BTW CHARLENE CAN U LEAVE UR BLOG URL HERE THX. i cannot find it anywhere in my history.. kana deleted le.. haiz n the land soil pollution dun ask me i haven touch at all.

crazy thur,fri,sat

2005-05-21T20:52:00.000+08:00

wahahahahaha...
thursday
crosscountry damn sucky..
so tiring sia.cudn't move my body of fats.
congrats to mich char for getting top 50.
i hate x-country. hoping to run wif tunn n fel next yr.
oops. i mean WALK. ha!
after i finished running, i hang ard awhile n then pulled mich n wl back to our seats.
den our seats dere got dirty tissue with mud( done by wl n i. LOL)
so we move to the most back. there got shelter.
we seat there tok tok tok. den suddenly.. RAIN!!
wahaha... we so pro can predict rain n avoid it oso.
we were so dry unlyk others who got drenched.
we took taxi to kovan after we were dismissed.
at kovan there we went macs change.
the worker gave us tt u-ppl-shudn't-b-here look.
n she was totally pissed off when she entered the toilet to our laughter noise pollution.if i were alone i wun do dat. it's plain rude.
but no choice. the two inconsiderate mich n char want....
we went yoshi. eat halfway some1 called.
she went: hello?.....
ha. wei ling immediately said muz b chin lah.
den next char said: jin wan(tonite).....
n tt mischievious grins appeared on wl mich n me.
there were other interesting parts too but i bad memory so 4get le.
char keep saying things that made us suspect she toking to chin.
no choice lah. realli hen xiang lah..
den she so disgusted n on loud speaker. her mum. cover up for her?
mayb~ never know.. =P
after tt we went bowling.. it was ok with onli 4 of us.
den other vballers came. n got the manager or the whoever pissed off.
n they still fight! n anyhow throw things!! n called names!!
in sch u somemore. i wanted to look for a hole to bury my head.
but sadly cudn't find.
den char n i left. she go my hse watch ZHAN SHEN MARS. mich lent to me de.
the show's nice. interesting. exciting. special? romantic?
zai zai is so shuai in this show. so cool!!
thx again to mich for lending me.
n i juz watched ur fav part at mrt when ling n qi luo kissed.
i tot will b ling zi yuan kiss. yuan lai is qi luo asked. chey!
but anyway... it gets more n more exciting.
char came to my hse.. halfway thru 1st disc she fell asleep.
my hse too comfortable. i admit.
tt day i watched 4 disc. shud've watched slowly. so nice!!

friday
yesterday quite fun oso.
onli tt 2 extra pcs. spoilt the day.
sec 4s no need head count we need. unfair. biased.
regret voting for her. big mistake.
we went training late all bcos of them.
we put our bags at mph den go eat.
den we buy pizza n i found a place 2 sit. n.
guess hu we saw?? POKEE!! pokee 2? nvm. same lah.
we stared at her the whole tym. fel zai liu kou shui.. haha
den fel n tunn quick finish pizza go nearer pokee to c.
she's realli chio i guess.
i took my tym oso.. to gif fel more tym to look at pokee.
fel sounds lyk a les. haha.
though pokee hen bu cuo but
1st i not les. 2nd fel keep saying: bu yao geng wo qiang pokee.
last tym lai xun. now change to brenda.manel.beatrice.bernice. n 1 more.
shou bu liao her leh.
but yesterday fun is cos we keep saying tt: brenda xing gan de jiao.
created by fel. tt prevetic person. means sexy legs.
all thru training we keep saying. den on the way home oso.
we walk bhind yu sin n went Brenda Xing Gan De Jiao all the way.
yu sin got so disgusted by us. we succeeded!! haha.
b4 fel went off we said bxgdj again. n parted.
ys ignored me in the train.
i was lyk going: yu sin.yusin. prefect.prefect.prefect.a..yusin.LEE YU SIN
n finally she answered me cos she embarrassed. wahaha.
she so fun to play wif..
b4 going off i wanted to say tt bxgdj again to her. but aiya. she went after her sis le. bo bian.
next tym c her muz say this. c fel oso. jaslin oso.cr8 some entertainment.
=P

today(sat)
we rreached sch ard 9+. sam earliest.
tt two 4eva latest. next tym i oso dun care le. so dua pai they 2.
we played badminton. kao. my dad veri fast n alot of strength.
bot lyk me. powerless n slow. hahaz.
he eats bitter gourd i don't . infer urself.
after awhile we 4 play together. den awhile sian le. went vball there.
wah. my hand pain arh... the ball so hard de...if got blue-black muz get mich pay medical bill.
vball so tiring n painful. after we 4+mich jr n mich jr mum played for awhile, my dad, char's dad n bro n some other ppl came n join us.
den i sian le so i went back wif sam. on they way we saw ms thang.
ms thang n mr lim. they 2... ... ... hm ^^
n we got ms thang to play badminton wif us.
play wif her not as bad as play wif mich.
michelle hen you li she sometimes run ard n ard wun tired de.
ms thang me sam n mich played awhile den sam mum take over her awhile. den i changed to mich there. den is student vs adults.
erm.. i shud say abt same same bah. every1 makes mistake nobody perfect n mistakeless.
den we play play play n change players quite a few times.
at 11+ or 12+ my dad wan go home le so we went home.
we shud hav this kind of events more often. so fun.. somemore can at least reduce abit of the fats or me.

HaIz..

2005-05-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

sigh__ i m feeling so lousy now.so depressed.so tired of everything.
they feel i did well. i dun feel so.
i sux. ARGH!!i hate myself!
i nvr realli had much worries.
until now.
what if i dun do well next tym?
wad if i carn get in?
really really exhausted by ev'thing.
if onli we cud turn back tym.. but it's impossible.
i m hopeless.

i tried to tolerate everything.
ur attitude. ur actions. ur words.
but i carn stand it anymore.
i feel lyk bursting.
i feel like the most extra one.
n the way u treated me was as though i shudn't be there.
i noe u may not like me or even hate me.
but. dun u think wad u did was too much.
have u spared a thought for my feelings?
have u tried to put urself in my shoes?
if u dun wan me there juz say it.
i wun mind.
at most.i'll stay alone.
i dun need accompaniment.
i dun need ur sympathy.
n i hate the way u treat me as though i m veri pathetic
one day. not now. if u're still lyk dat, i will do sth abt it.
trust me. i do honour my words.
AND. dun pretend u hav nth against me.
u may tell tt. but ur hrt doesn't.
honesty is the best policy n
i simply hate ppl hu lie regarding this kind of things.

I HATE:
- ppl hu act cute
- attention seekers
- backstabbers.
- liars
- hypocrites like U.

u may not noe i m referring to u
u probably think i m sensitive.
but i'll tell u seriously i've had enuf. i'm not sensitive.
it's my emotions. every1 has.
u r the one hu does not spare a thought for others.
u throw tantrum when u're pissed.
u think others nvr experienced it b4?
u're ABSOLUTELY WRONG!
they r juz unshown tots n feelings.
some things r meant to b kept a secret.
ur attitude sux n u betta do sth abt it.
n stop being such a butterfly.
1 min u're wif her(1) when she's popular.
den u change to them.
now it's they.
when will u stop?
are things that unimportant than ties of friendship?
i seriously doubt everything abt U.

pissed%&_tirrreedd%&_depressed%&_

stupid maple..

2005-05-15T20:01:00.000+08:00

stupid maple.. first switch server den now wad? inside super duper laggy.. den is like i kill a few monsters, the whole screen will just jam every 10 secs.. hate it. some pple in maple darn lifeless de.. spotted this lvl 49 wizard in kerning.. a bit shocked.. he has cromi, calas, etc.. i wonder how he did it.. cromi will need like 5 refined golds? anyways, enuff of this..

got back some results.. rather happy with the results bah.. donno why when get back chemistry MCQ results de shi hou, like abit unhappy, maybe is coz i expected high marks for it den get so low -_-" other than that, emaths, a maths, english, physics n bio mcq vry satisfied. tmr is the start of post-exam activities.. got wad public speaking course, heritage tour n maths trail thingy.. so sian liao.. den still got some results haven get back..

my whole body aching like siao.. reason being i dun exercise much.. after doing a few standing broad jumps during pe lesson on fri. now my body alrdy shou bu liao le.. haiz.. pathetic.. went to my father's side cousin de 21st bdae yesterdae.. the cake rite... darn huge or big or wadeva.. is choc. ice-cream cake.. its like 20cm wide and 6cm thick.. den its held at the condo across my hse, so just walk dere.. quite nice..

anyways, ciao.. carn remember anymore le. oo. remember wad i wanted to say le.. i seem to QIAN pri 5 girls in my previous life.. now @ maplesea, thx to lyn, indirectly, wo you ren shi duo yi ge pri 5 de girl.. coz i thot lyn's id was candygirl, den go add, skali turn out bu shi.. den is this pri 5 girl who like bug me.. sort of.. keep asking for my lvl, ask me spare her $$.. shou bu liao haiz.. donno why lehs.. wad did i do to deserve dis -_-" carn shake her off..

EXAMS OVER!

2005-05-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

oh yea!! exams over le..
poor mq. still having exams.
muahahhaa. i'm evil n mean.
aiyo. kana scolding 2dae.
suay.
we shudn't have played the 2nd game!
hai me reach home late.
but suan le.. was sooo fun.
we had lunch at macs.
the manager came 4ward n took our orders.
NO SERVICE CHARGE
we were lyk sitting there w8ing for char n trying 2 decide wad to eat.
den she walk up to us n took our order.
so shuang!!
den she n another person brought out food to us.
service darn good man!! de other person carried the tray of drinks to us
den she said 4 da mei ren n dono dono wad.. wahahaha!!
oh. THE FRIES ARE STILL IN CHARLENE'S BAG!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!
this char dam irritating de lehz. she sms me told me try not to b late.
n hu came the latest?? SHE!!
she even came up wif de excuse of her neighbour delay her.
sure bluff de. muz b cXXn ritez. not ur neighbour.
aiyo.. can juz tell us the truth lahz. dun worry. we wun tell other ppl de.

after lunch we rushed to play badminton. the courts so empty lor..
but ours got 2 girls using. den their fren the guy so rude.no manners.
badminton so fun when is not training. play wif michelle more challenging. n her racket veri nice!! mich n i managed continuously hit 55 times. but is those kind of raket touch onli kind. but still. char n xx cannot beat us.. haha!! den.. we tried distracting charlene so she cannot hit properly by shouting : MR XXXX. n den she got distracted. n MISS!!
wahaha. this proves wad we said all along is true. n juz tt she dun dare admit lor.
den at bowling there. i strike once i think.. mich twice. char alot alot spares. xx oso veri gd. i veri lan. haha.
den during 2nd game. char n mich n xx become so so so pro lor.
many of my turn ended in the gutter. esp char bowl veri well. all thx to mich n my motivation. everytym her turn we told her pretend the pins is HIS gf. den muz defeat her! den char bowl everything so well.. except during most of the 2nd turn each time. she wan to pretend wad we say is not true n throw into gutter. so evil!!
den the onli tym we din gif her motivation.
guess wad happened?
BOTH IN GUTTER!!
wahahahahaha. again prove wad we say is correct.
charlene foreva wun escape from our clutches.. *grins wickedly*

overall veri fun. actually wan go swimming.
but got some sudden thing happen so we din go.
but anyway not tt person fault. is the weather bad n so carn swim.
ok.. wanna go watch tv le.. byebye..
gd nitez. n gd luck to mq for ur last test 2mr!!!.. den u're free.
n can everyday bring poker to sch play!!

torture..

2005-05-01T12:03:00.000+08:00

eeks.. haven blogged for long.. had english sa1 on fridae .. haiz, nxt week and the week after got Sa1, and i am still slacking, donno wads wrong, yesterdae got reason to go out.. that is to cut hair, took bus 147 to bencoolen dere.. cut hair by this GUY whose like so sissy? donno la, his fingernails OMG.. carn wait to get out sia.. black and den long long de, carn imagine his fingernails in my hair..

den turn out, my hair like nv cut like dat one, maybe it's coz onli cut 1 inch? nvm nvm.. den went to eat n shop @ og.. nth much.. after tat went to chinatown dere for dinner and go CK shop a while lor, wanted to go to the toilet den the toilet dere out of order have to walk all the way to the other side,, crappy chinatown.. den the toilet still need 10cent, realli noe how to eat $.. den as usual, went to the goodluck episode guide website and just read all over again lo.. like siao alrdy den my mum was like i m not watching the show but looking @ the guy.. zZz.. anyways, this few days i din realli have a nice sleep.. saturday morning, a freaking phone call came at 6AM+ so ask my parents to drive my grandma to clinic, not like its my problem la but my room has telephone so unfortunately it woke me up.. idiotic, den today morning the phone call came at 2AM+? donno la again to drive grandma to the hospital, den great la, i was disturbed den went back to slp until around 5AM when i need to go to the toilet, i saw sth.. my parents not inside their rm.. zZz,, i wonder why sia den remembered the phonecall wadeva, apparantly u can tell im unhappy over it, donno why oso, coz i didnt get a perfect sleep or wad? donno la.. den in the morning when i woke up at 10+, i tell my mum lor.. den ar i haven say finish i kena scolding.. stupid lehs.. say wad none of my business, dun say too much, not good for me blah blah.. she unhappy she always like tat sia.. i noe is her mother but den hor, CAN I AT LEAST HAVE A SAY? becoz ur damn phone calls woke me up.. LIKE 6AM AND 2AM IN THE MORNING TWICE IN A ROW.. who knows maybe tmr oso and the day after.. NOW I CARN SLEEP IN PEACE.. shit lor. my parents are becoming pandas.. den scold me in the morning for like no freaking reason.. my dad went to clear up my room den start scolding say i anyhow put my things here and dere... hate them.. i mean is like U UNHAPPY den no need take me as ur fa qi tong.. its not like u were the onli pple affected.. im oso affected wad.. the onli person not affected is TAT PIG.. i donno why la he didnt hear the phone ringing or wad? pigs..

maplestory.. haiz.. i didnt manage to get an acct in maplesea so have to get my fren xindi to make for me lor... quite okay la.. but maplesea going have ossyria. tinking of making fire wiz.. nt sure oso but anyways i realli need to study.. too much takuya in my life = this.. haiz.. too obsessed until i-weeklys oso bu fang guo lol.. i mean is like my family dun buy i-weekly so i have to ask my mother when she go over to grandma hse help me borrow LOL.. coz u see inside got episode sypnosis ma n picture zz.. no choice... lalala... at least sth that is happy not like books.. nvm i m crapping..

sports day

2005-04-22T17:12:00.000+08:00

2day's sports day..
we had it at serangoon stadium.
dad drove me there in the morning.
for once, mich got there earlier den me n i got there earlier den wei ling..
hehex =P.

winning hse this yr is oleander.
2nd is BOUGAINVILLEA!! BOGAI RAWKX!
3rd is ixora i think. 4got le. oops. pai seh.
anyway i feel that all houses did well.. so all r winners.
aiya. 2i like contribute the least to our hse. feel so can kui but bo bian.
not all of us gd at these events. moreover got track ppl lor..

but i think the few hu represented track to run against bmt,bball,Nball n tennis players..
they veri cham.. lost to netball.. i din even noe netball 1st until when they got medals.
charlene ur seniors damn pro sia.
anyway.. i think the track peeps will get scolding by.. mr tay?
it's lyk they r trained to run races like this but lost to other cca de ppl... hm..
hope they wun get scoldeed like siao.. *cringes at the tot of tay scolding ppl*
1 word: TERRIFYING!

shud hav brought a camera n take a foto of mich expression when she found out netball 1st.
hehex.. charlene.. some1 veri kan bian ur seniors.

other events all veri exciting.. 4x400m 4A 1st.. she's so cool i wonder if she's pokee..
y fel so ashamed of her idol pokee?? she so diu lian meh? she so pro n u ou her oso no face dun dare tell hu she is. if she so lousy. den u veri NO TASTE!

the cheerleading not bad.. could c their effort put in.
i think our hse is the best. we got 2 banner n somemore the b-o-g-a-i words..
others onli either no banner or 1 banner onli. (or mayb i juz din noticed.)
I luv bogai bogai bogai!!!
BOGAINVILLEA U RAWK MAN!!
the best best best eva!!

After everything ended, jamie hui yi n i went kovan.
we took neos.. nice sia.. load in next tym. haven scan.
the machine is so nice.. exactly the same as the one char n i took tt tym.
luv the effects sia. the deco not alot but guo de qu lah..
we went into nearly every shop at HM.
i hate that comics connection there. the person so NO MANNERS!
got stupid ATTITUDE PROBLEM!
hello.. i m the customer ok.. the customer is always rite. isn't that the policy/right attitude?
u shud count ur lucky stars i in gd mood.

i went sports link c racket.. dun hav the one i lyk leh...
the closest is $139.. parents sure wun buy for me de..
zhen me ban?? wait gr8 singapore sale lorrr.
i also went to gift a name.. saw cute cute softiessss.
that look-lyk-pig one SOOOOOOOO soft!! so nice!!
$29.90!! no money *sighs*
n my bed no space le.. haiz.. sad sia..

den when go home.. the train come le.. den i suan le decide pei hui yi wait other train
den door juz open... i tried chionging.. den halfway i noe i wun reach in tym.
so i stopped n w8 for hui yi join me..den we tok tok tok. her train come she go
den my train come i went in looking for seat..
den some1 called my name so loudly.
i turned around. is my mum..
den i pai seh de walk to beside her...
she shout my name so loud every1 look at me.. (>_<)

ok write alot le.. i go play the new game i found..
so cute... abit arcade kind... fun larx.
go http://hyperrelay.edenii.com/ there..
go register n download. den play!!
join me.. my user is candygurl =D

/_we RAWK!!

2005-04-17T15:11:00.000+08:00

Never updated here coz i was too upset with the whole we-got-bronze shit! hate this but i just have to accept the truth,, oh well..

went to china point with lyn n family yesterdae fer dinner,, ordered so many dishes lol, mango pudding was nice, shrimp thingy and the fish one all vry nice.. feel like going again hahas.. den after we play the guessing number game, i nv kena which is gd, lyn took my hp start smsing lor, den i took hers and sms oso, mh oso come n sms, should noe who we smsed to.. so sians den b4 tat, i kena suan by lena n lynette say takuya vry old, omg -_- 33 onli!!!!!! after a few more yrs, ur idol oso will 33 de ma.. me n lyn got de same fone lolz, den so guai lor,

anyways, played maple.. went to the beach, vry tired dere,, bought 300 white pots den keep drinking like hell, i better get cleric or else sooner or later i will collapse hahazz.. sian dao hen sian, toking to amber now.. i hate being @ home alone den i like telephone receiver, tat mh de fren call twice liaos, alamaks, den mh still haven come home, i so xin ku lor.. sigh sigh.. NVM, TMR GOT GOODLUCK!! hahas..

dinner

2005-04-17T02:50:00.000+08:00

Argh! i was halfway thru my post!
den i heard evil laughter. n quickly off the game.
den i off this! eeeek... they shud have the recover post button
poor me.!!

anyway i shall write a shorter post..
today i went dinner wif mq.
we went to china square there.
den go top floor is the restaurant..
food veri nice.
nvr judge a restaurant by its SETTINGS.
which according to lena. is rather old..
i personally feel tt the carpet older.

anyway. we ordered 22 diff kinds of dishes.
is me my mum n lena ordered cos we reached earlier den mq they all
den the food mostly nice. i got FAB taste. no need praise me. =P
after the 22 dishes finish. we ordered 5 more.
den order dessert. dessert everybody eat 2 kinds.
is so so so so so so so nice. but at the end veri full carn finish.
so. we play zong ji mi ma. then hu lose eat one.
1st is mh lost. den me den mh den lena den mh... i think.. wahaha.
mq so heng. still dare say: a... i nvr zhong.. act blur de this mq!

after finish everything we tok tok tok
den i used mq hp sms THAT guy.
den mq bu gan shi luo use mine sms him.
den mh extra. nth to do oso join us sms hiim. wu liaoz..
den crap crap crap. wasted my few money..
btw. our dinner totalled up to $235.25
so much money might as well go buy more clothes den spend on food rite?

anyway SOMEBODY owe us a SinCerE apology.. still waiting for it.
i dun 4get things tt ezily for ur info.
i m the kind hu realli ji chou.
n wad u say in ur blog. u said if dun wan be frenz sth sth..
i wan tell u if u can say sth like dat. u dun seem to treasure mq n my frenship.
n y dun u put urself in our shoes sometimes??

learn to b flexible sometimes. learn to 4gif n 4get. blahx. WaDeVa.
if u dun gif a damn abt it. izit we r realli over reacting? i dun think so.
i'm fine wif it if u wanna break our frenship ties.
it's as simple as a delete in friendster, msn n maple. THAT'S ALL

i haven get everything off my chest.
but mum wan me shut le. g2g.

-tired of everythinggg- *gimme a break pls_

Song__

2005-04-15T18:40:00.000+08:00

In love wif this song..
meaningful lyrics.. kinda the way i feel sometym.~

Welcome to my LIFE by simple plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

yea. i noe u muz b thinking: this person is SO outdated..
haha. hu cares. as long as the song's nice..

Suckers..

2005-04-14T18:01:00.000+08:00

Im in a bad mood today, dun wanna get scolded better dun tok to me.. i dunno wads wrong with me, i just carn figure the reason WHY im unhappy.. we did well today for SYF, yeah, so whats wrong with me? i should be happy wad but why am i sulking the moment i got out frm singapore conference hall? i failed my physics test by 4 marks, but that wasnt wad really caused the bad mood coz i onli noe i failed when i reached sch, but in the bus, i was already unhappy, with WHAT? i donno..

den i was on msn, which was VRY alright until someone came along and started a convo. with me, fine with tat, den after sending me some winks, she started insulting my idol saying "ur feiji one so ugly, my zax more shuai, so cute" den i replied politely "no lor.." den she said "hai tun nicer, feiji one nt nice" den i tink i said "takuya shuai lor" den she said "yucks", dat was it, i went offline, could not take it anymore, if u noe im toking abt u, i noe u are young, but i just have to let it out.. u can tell me how shuai ur idol is but PLS DUN EVER insult my idol, i accept NICE comments abt him though, not like u start insulting my idol when u saw my display pic, frankly speaking i dun really like zax but i dun go around telling u ur zax is ugly and my takuya is shuai to u rite? diff. pple have diff. likings, does not mean u like zax, i have to LIKE him oso same for u, i din say u HAVE to like takuya.. i dun go like insulting ur idol, blah blah, u dun like him, keep it in ur hrt and nt saying things like "not nice, so ugly, yucks" wadeva, i cannot take it.. my frens tease me but i dun see them saying he's not nice, ugly, yucks, they were just MERE teasing, for u, i donno wad to say.. if u still wanna tink tat takuya is ugly wadeva insulting him, wad i can say is ur ZAX is ugly oso, with some stupid ring in his ear and dumb eyelids.. no offence to anyone but i just have to release steam..

tell me, u can say he's shuai wadeva but i wont tolerate insulting, age is fine, its not like he's really tat young, and i would appreciate if u will stop calling him the "feiji one" wadeva.. Band was alright, we did well, ms wong said a SILVER at least, i hope that's not a lie, my fren they all went back to singapore conference hall for the results, will be smsing me the results later.. i hope its good..

Borrrrrrriinngg!!

2005-04-13T21:32:00.000+08:00

y is life so DulL?
carn it be more colourful??
this world seems like black n white to me.
somebody add pink to my world pls.
i'm despo..

maple's getting real S-I-A-N.
jer's quitted. eug's comp spoil.chao not free?
jedd quitted.amber emigrate. hu else??
now onli mq n i left..so ke lian.so pathetic.
den now lyk no tym play liaoz n oso nvr make more frenz le.
ms is losing its popularity now..
now on SUNDAYS.. no. of ppl less den half of before..

btw. i looked back at my emails n found jay's an jing.
nice sia. got a short story along wif it.. so dam touching..
go http://card3.silversand.net/diy/image/090666.swf
trust my taste. it's betta den charlene's hehe.

next tym got anymore nicee links to songs, games or other things i post here.
carn promise will have but come back if u wan more!
currently in study.
dad juz steamed the aircon. so now 'testing' c gd anot.
hehex... the air con so shuang worz.
if onli the comps in my rm. how shiok!
todae i learnt that not everything goes my way.
n today i got a sweet. ish my fav foxes. (PURPLE COLOUR DE)
i was lyk telling arica or wei ling either 1 to get the sweet that ms chia 4got to gif wl
den i got orange colour one from ms chia.
den i wan purple.
den i told arica.. MUZ get the PURPLE one from ms chia
den ms chia suppose gif wl 2 sweets. but onli gif 1.
den i said: ms chia. wl yesterday got ans. u 4got gif her 1 sweet(sth lyk dat)
den she turn n gif. den i SAW!
she GANG HAO gave wl the purple sweet!!!!
oh yesh!!
i so damn lucky man.. purple is the nicest lor. i dun lyk orange got weird taste.

i now wan go watch tv le.
now 9+ got the nkf show. Huo Xia Qu.
l8er @ 10 chn U got this nice nice show oso. dono the name.
den is until 11. but @ 10.30 i gonna change to chn 8 liaoz

Got my fav show: JUE SHI SHUANG JIAO!
its a damn nice show ok..
ends abt 12.30 lyk dat. yupz. early horrr..
but nvm. i dun care.. so exciting show lor
but onli once a week.
everytym finish i veri sad.
cos always is exciting parts..
~every wed 10.30. on the tv switch to chn 8. n watch the show!!!~~
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
oh yar... GD NEWS.
this show is on wed nitezzzz...
so. our mid-yrs is mon n tue nia.
so.
so.
so.
IT WUN CLASH. N I DUN NEEED TE DI MISS MY SHOW!!!!!!
OH YESH!! *JUMPS IN JOY*

ok.tym for tv.buaiz peepszz!!
betta watch the show ok.
or i *bish!* *boom* i'll boxx u!
(c u fly into air lyk team rocket blasting off n cleans hand bcos it's DIRTY!)

ok. stop crapping le. nitez again. slp tight.
dun miss the show.dun doze off!!
(type so long now the 9+ show finish le!)

*poof!!*

Crazy fan..

2005-04-12T21:07:00.000+08:00

Ya, im a crazy fan of takuya, certified ler.. Why do pple like to make fun of me liking takuya lols.. My frens AND LYN!!! OMG, he's not OLD okay.. and jiehui can stop making fun of me when the first time i said his name was "dong chun tuo zai" instead of "mu chun tuo zai" and they have been going on and on abt it -__-"" Den i was crazy to the extend to taking fotos while watching good luck, reason being the online fotos of him are him with his LONG hair = MAJOR EWWWWW so i have to self service lor..

Stephan is FINALLY CONVINCED i finally have an idol, coz got one time this yr, i told her i will never ever have a idol and then it happened.. lol, she thot it was 3 mins onli (3 fen zhong re du) but it isnt lor.. den my frens are saying i m FORCING them to watch goodluck which is rather true lol coz i go and irritate them by sending them sms dat goes "this is a reminder. pls watch good luck" LOL.. dun tink im siao okay, its normal den their reply to me was tat good luck is a dumb show abt pilots and airlines and its boring, wadeva -_- i find it VRY interesting..

den becoz of band, i skipped A maths tuition fer the first time, wadeva, call me next lesson lor i dun care lol. den sth unhappy happened to me todae, wadeva, shall nt mention it here.. but its nth with frens or wadeva.. gt back my a maths, din do vry well compared to last time, B4 lehs, how could i be so careless, jialat lor..

Hate School__

2005-04-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

Starting to hate sch once again.
getting boring each day.
everyday onli look 4ward to toking.
esp during recess-
wif tt shorty, monkey, bkworm n piggy..
tok crap.gossip.curse.complain. blahx.
fun sia.

wanna go out!!
everyday home.sch.home.sch.
sooooooooooo sian. now oso lazy on comp.
everyday lyk couchpotato.
sit in front of tv watch while doing hw.
(hey i can b guai too^^)..

went to the hospital todae. de doc said so far ok.
no signs of improvement or deteoriation.
no signs r gd signs? hm. mayBE.
can onli stop wearing at 16 or 17..haiX
lookign forward to that day.
i HATE wearing the bracing.so hard.so uncomfortable.
POOOOOOOORRR MEEE!!

now sitting in front of lena.
she playing her collection of songs.
sad.happy.mixed feelings..all available.
she's toking to her OG mates: OUTCAST GROUP.. lala
scary lehx. she suddenly larf to herself.creeeepyy*
everytym c her on comp tok wif her frenz.
den when i go look immediately change.
hahax. guilty! she toking to her bf lar. confirm de.
she noe i c le will tell parents.
if mum c nvm. cos mum lao hua. ha. kan bu dao.
mum always ask me whether lena toking to bf..
i m her spy.. a lousy spy. nvr complete any mission b4 so far.

mum say lena fa1 hua1 chi1. 4 yrs in ni gu an.

finally go JC c GUYS. de magik word: G.U.Y.S

LOL.

¬i will find my way¬ now playing..... luv this song...rawks sia.

sianzzz.. tests on wed n thur. got stress le. dun dare study.
cos i duno wad the bk tokign abt. wu liao de...
todae got conversation wif tcher during reading period.
mdm goh's nice. she din comment on my attire or me being veri talkative.
of cos compared to mich i m not talkative. n compared to MRS CHIN. i not pai okaess. mrs chin always so late come sch. u n mr chin every morning go for stroll huh? den l8er yi yi bu she part izit? hehex..
btw. mdm goh asked me wad stream i wan go. i say trip science though i no ba wo can go in. my maths ok. science downhilling... el i dono how.. these 3 main. according to her, el maths science r the 3 tt tchers look at. b4 they put u into wad stream u wan. el at least b4. maths science best is A1 or 2. or worse B3.
maths i scared carn finish paper. science scared dono how do. el scared summary n compre fail.. HOW?????

i'm filled wif worries... everything oso scared..
mq i turning in2 the 2nd ur partner(the one u buay tahan de)
argh. so late le!!
dead.
i go research geog n go slp le.
hope ya dun mind the crapx XD
__NiteZ

LAlaLa

2005-04-11T06:54:00.000+08:00

i'm online again!
Juz finished studying my science test for this wed.
got da Transport in Living things N Digestion in Human/animals.
ew. transport in living things harder. Digestion ezier.
digestion got the wad the Axxxxxx sth canal thingy.
den is the mouth, oesophagus, stomach, s.intestine, l.intestine, rectum.
hm.juz have ta memorise the functions and the enzymes.
argh. i'm crapping here.
Hating science more den eva.
i'm gonna go get counter now. laalalala.
muz make this blog nice. though i dono how long it will last.
simple love the templates.
those makers so damn pro. Ou XiaNg worrz.
Joining mq at maple soon le. after i get counter.
Maple still rawks my LIFE!!!
ok BUAIZ!

MAPLESTORY!

2005-04-10T21:07:00.000+08:00

Me and lyn today.. Lyn's hitted lvl 40 lols.. AMBER! for ya to see so u wont feel so bored =)) Okay, went out with jingyi just now to hougang pt.. bought the cloth we needed to polish our instrument tomorrow.. $1.20.. den i actually planned on throwing it away after polishing coz it will stink of the brasso polish thingy and black stains here and there den my mum have to come and lecture me abt wasting $$ etc say wad young kids donno how to save $$ blah blah blah den okay lor, i bring back see how she wash lol!! coz it really stinks of the polish + stains, i m SURE she will NOT wash it, let's see how.. den i was toking to jingyi abt takuya.. heex, den she said i sound so ji dong lol!! den i say takuya has wife le blah blah den she was like siao-ing with me coz she has her xing shang ren so she was toking to me abt HIM den i was like TAKUYA! hahahahahaha!!!!

Okay, abt band yesterday, my section (trombone) kena scolded by ms wong, den shamin suggested we apologise to her and we did, feeling kinda stressed out now coz she say trombone section is the lousiest, if we dun get silver for syf, its our fault and den somemore our syf competition is this thursday, will be having band practices practically everydae liao, sigh~~ but im enjoying it, i loveeee my trombone xDDD

ME.lynette

2005-04-10T14:22:00.000+08:00

Coooooool!
new blog here.
guess i'm serious abt THIS this tym.
hm. t'is a blog i'm sharing wif mq.
Blog more soon..
Happy Anticipating!~

WHEE!

2005-04-10T14:17:00.000+08:00

Finally, after our effort, everything's fixed and nicely in place =)) Me gonna orh orh soon lerx lynette, tmr still have A maths tuition @ mavis @ 930AM!!!! Oh well, ciao,,